Just to weak now, to process everything, to explore everything.. This weird feeling, unexplainable feeling.. Can't say it. I don't have energy to boost me up, to raise me up now. I'm weak inside and outside now..
Wish she was here now, I bet she can do anything, even it's a small, silly thing to boost me up, to raise me up.. I just want her beside me now, accompany me with some cigarettes and cup of coffee.. Sigh i only can imagine it, nothing i can do now.. just imagination..
What can i do? I'm a thousand miles away from her.. But then i remember i'm having her love now, then this fucking silly stupid feeling just vanished.. I'm smiling now, alone, waiting my friend to pick me up.. Can't texting her cause my phone off, another phone has problem with texting, just called her, and only 3minutes it cost me 18.000?!!!! WTF!!!! and i've just realized it, want to call her again, but i don't have enough credits! What a hard day that i've been through today.. What's wrongggg with todaaayy? heehhh? heeehhh??!!
Why god? There must be a good answer from u, I believe it!
Am i sick? Am i nuts? or Am i dumb? [for dumb, absolutely yes!]
Need u god to get through my days, need u'r bless to get through my life with her..
lalalalalalalalala
'We were naked in my bed, one fling, no string, moving all arround the room, chicka chicka boom boom.. And then we did it on the floor, against the door, upon the sink where we did it some more..Sun was hot we were both burning red, we were naked in my bed'
Repeat repeat again, only this song can make me feel happy this moment..
Chicka Chicka Boom Boom
Wohooooo!!!
Boomboombbommm Dumdumdumdumdum
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Aku Tahu kau sedang jatuh cinta!!!
BalasHapusSahabat ku tersayang...
aku harap kau tak 'jatuh' dalam cinta...
semua berawal dari sebuah kekecewaan, kecewa atas apa yang pernah terjadi padamu..
kita berandai-andai sekarang:
- andai saja dulu kau bisa lebih terbuka!
- andai saja dulu kau bisa mendapatkan apa yang kau inginkan
- andai saja dulu kau tak pernah bertemu dengan 3 laki-laki yang pada akhirnya menyakiti hati mu
- andai saja dulu kau bisa menjaga nya
yah, andai dan andai...
Sayang?
aku hanya ingin ingatkan pada mu..untuk tidak berlebihan!
biarkan 'cinta' yang timbul atas mu sekarang tumbuh dengan alami, jaga itu!!!
ingat yang pernah ku katakan?
bahwa cinta tidak hanya terbatas pada hubungan laki-laki dengan perempuan!
cinta itu luas seperti bumi, angkasa, lautan, semesta dan diri sendiri!
aku yakin kau bisa menjaga dirimu...
sayang?
mencari kenyamanan untuk diri sendiri itu memang perlu, namun harapku kau memiliki kecerdasan untuk beranggung jawab atas semua ini!
kelogisan berfkir dan perasaan yang tak membabi buta, gunakan itu...
Jaga Fe, Jaga kmu, jagalah cinta...aku yakin kau tahu maksud ku!
Semangat ya..
hidup dalam imajimu, do it!
GBU
Thanks for u'r comment my beloved friend..
BalasHapusAnyway ini blog aku sama Fe juga, jd ada beberapa crita yang dibuat Fe, yang crita ini aku yang buat..
Anyway, u know who i am,,so i know what to do and i know what i'm capable of and i know it's gonna take many risks..
But we life to learn about somethings, mistakes..Those things would make our life colorful..
SO I'D RATHER LOOKING FOR A MIRACLE THAN LOOKING FOR OBSTACLES!
Kamu juga yah, trying to be a better person, aku tau kamu udah banyak mengalami hal2 yang tidak mengenakan hati, we are the same, we are human, so it's a normal thing.. There's always be continuously on those phase..
Keep u'r faith and i know obviously u are now, but u have to do keep it more..
Semangat yah kibooouww, jaga cintamu juga, jaga dirinya, dan jaga dirimu baek2.. saling support, coba kau terima borok2nya dia.. insya Allah langgeng yah, aku doain yang terbaik buat kamu..
Tuhan memberkati hari-harimu..Amiin!