Fe

KNAPA GW SLALU JADI ORANG BODOH yang do the same mistakes sampe 4x???

I swear to God I didn't mean that, darl!

I love u, I really really do!

7 jam setelah...

I woke up in the morning,
before I put on my face;
even before I'm "alive",
this heart's started to aching;
it's started to bleed.

7hours ago, I was right,
I told U that I'll be fine,
tho deep down inside I know I wouldn't.
Didn't mean to lie to U;
yes to myself.

Long ago before 7hours ago,
I knew I ought to choose.
Getting hard when it comes to a big decision.

Into each life,
some rain must fall,
and I just can't change it, even with a magic wand.
Everything's not in the palm of my hand now.

I lose;
I'm lost.

P: entahlah

Let me say hmmm what.. tired, happy, empty, 'entahlah' maybe that's the exact word...
entah kenapa gw suka banget ngomong entahlah blakangan ini

All i can say:
Love is a Gift that anyone can have, but COMMITMENT???
hemmm Commitment is a SACRIFICE for LOVE!! (I think)

I've never make a commitment to someone else but u, i hope i'm not being stupid.. sacrifice and sacrifice...

I wish u give me more strengths god

7 Months

This rship is 7 months old. Ga kerasa de...
I had LDR rships n the age were less than 6 months. So it is amazing for me to have this rhip's going longer.

We've passed so many things; from sadness to laughter, from happiness to anger, dari kata2 pujian sampe kata2 ledekan, wuih... Wuakeh men! Dan sekarang gw sedang falling in love LAGI sama diaaaaaaaa...! ...after she shouted at me n I shouted at her, after our tears fell down, after I saw her honesty, fear, and love at that moment. ...and after all those crazy things, of course.

So today, the day I'm writing this blog, I wanna say: Happy 7th Month!
I love U!
May God bless us...
Amin...!

Cheers,
F

F: Kenapa?

"Sayang..."
"Iya?"
"Kamu sayang gak sama aku?"
"Iya, aku sayang sama kamu."
"Kenapa?"
"Emm..." - gw mulai mencari Fe imajiner buat gw suruh cari jawapannya.
"Hmm?"
"Karena... Karena aku sayang kamu..." - Fe imajiner emg ga tlalu pinter ngarang, sama ma real Fe, ga jago ngarang jg.
"Hoh?" - Duh... Mulai deh tampang dongonya... Pgn gw cubit! [Istighfarrr...]
"Ermm... Karena... Kamu manis... Hehe."
"Oh... Jd cuma sebatas itu doang? Kalo aku ga manis lg, kamu ga sayang aku lagi, gitu?"
"Eh? Heh?" - Diem deh gw.

Pertanyaan KENAPA itu kayaknya emg pertanyaan yg paling susah dijawab di antara WH questions lainnya. Sama spt kalo lagi ujian trus lo ga tau jawapannya, trus lo ngarang. Kecil kemungkinan lo tiba2 dpt wangsit [W nya ga bole diganti P] trus bisa jawap tu pertanyaan dengan tepat. Sukur2 dpt nilai walo ga max, lah kalo ngarang lo melenceng ksana kemari kyk Michael Owen-nya MU nendang bola pas lg mabok? Boro2 dpt nilai, kyknya bisa kertas ujian dibagiin, lo bakal dikasi ceramah deh di dpn kelas.

Sometimes, menunda pertanyaan not so bad kok. Diem dulu, trs mikir, kl uda dpt jawapannya baru ngomong.
Tapi... Kalo pertanyaan knapa gw sayang sama dia, sampe skg gw msh blm tau jawapannya.
Kl gw ditanya, gw cuma jawap "it's beyond the reason why". Padahal gw jg ga tau sbnrnya reasonnya ada apa nggak.

But hey! It's true... I love U though I don't know why...